Power Dynamics in Marriage Ch. 03

Chapter 3

Over the next couple days Kim would weave the idea of her fucking someone into our conversations. It started out innocent enough, well, maybe not innocent but it was relatively tame talk. Like when we were out at the store she would see a handsome man and make a comment suggesting he probably had a bigger cock than mine. Or she would say things like,

“I bet a man like that wouldn’t let his wife lock up his cock. What real man would do that?” She teased.

And every time she did say something, my cock would respond. I could feel it pressing to get out of its cage. I was really starting to like the idea of being locked up while my wife was on the prowl for another man but I wouldn’t admit that to her. Afterall, I didn’t want to lose her, I loved her more than anything and my fear would be that she would find someone she found more interesting, more sexy, and could satisfy her needs better than me. And eventually fall in love with this guy, as much as I liked the idea of seeing her get fucked by a huge cock I couldn’t risk the fallout.

One night in bed, as was starting to become our routine, Kim teased me about how much bigger her cock was than mine.

“Look honey, my boyfriend’s cock is 3 times your size, are you jealous?”

“Kim, I’m not jealous, I just want you to be happy,” I said with all sincerity as I felt the need to serve my wife like she was my owner and all I wanted to do is make her happy.

Kim seized the moment,

“So you do think I should have a boyfriend that fucks me properly, I mean, it’s only fair right? You kept me on edge for so long because you couldn’t perform because you were being selfish by masturbating by yourself.”

I was very hesitant to finally admit that she should sleep with another man but my inner submissiveness was taking over my brain.

“I don’t want to lose you so the only way I could be okay with this is if it was strictly about sex, no intimacy.”

“What does that mean exactly?” Kim asked.

“I mean no kissing, holding hands, flirting like 2 people in love…that would hurt too much. I need to know I’m the only one in your heart. But if you want to fuck another man I will support you under those conditions. You are my everything and I want you to be happy.”

“Aw, that’s so sweet, I think most men would prefer that anyway, don’t you think? Just fuck and leave seems like the preferred method by young studs. But it brings me so much joy to hear you say want me to be happy even if it means I fuck a real man.” Kim says beaming thinking of what it would feel like to have another guy’s cock inside her.

She reaches into her nightstand to grab her dildo and hands it to me, “Take this cock and fuck me properly like a real man would.”

I grab her dildo and climb on top of her by straddling her legs, I bring the fake cock down to her pussy which is already getting wet, maybe from the idea of fucking another man.

“Is this what you want slut? I real man to fuck you instead of that pathetic dick of your husband’s?” I couldn’t believe I was getting comfortable talking like this, more specifically, degrading myself as being inferior to an imaginary man.

“Ooohhh…pleease sir, please fuck me hard like a slut, I want you so bad. I’ll do anything you say to have that cock.”

“What about your husband? Should we let him watch?”

“I don’t care about that tiny dick loser, he can’t satisfy me, only your dick can do that.”

That hurt because it didn’t seem like fantasy, she had her eyes closed and it felt like she was spilling her true feelings as if there was an element of truth to her words. But I knew better than to stop the role play.

“Your husband can watch as long as he sits in the corner and keeps that little penis locked up. He’s such a wimp, what guy would let his hot wife lock up his dick?”

“Oh Ron, I’ve needed this for so long, I see the way you look at me at company outings.”

I froze, Ron? That was a guy I worked with that Kim knew but always said she hated. He was an egotistical former college jock that thought he was god’s gift to the ladies. Kim had always said she distained him and couldn’t stand being around him. Now she envisioned him as her lover? This is just fantasy, right? I snap out of it and get back into the role of my wife’s lover.

I teased Kim, slowly rubbing the cock up and down her pussy while talking dirty to her. She seemed to get more aroused the nastier I talked to her so I amp’d up the talk quite a bit.

“Once my dick enters that pussy it becomes mine, you understand right?”

“Yes,” she says in a husky whisper voice. I was familiar with that voice, it meant she was getting really turned on and an orgasm was building.

“Let me hear you beg for my cock slut?”

“Please Ron, I need you in me so bad.”

“Do you fantasize about me when you see me at parties?”

“Aw gawd, don’t make me say it…” Kim’s voice trails off a bit.

“Then no cock for you tonight,” as I pull it back just out of reach of her pussy.

“NO! osmancık escort PLEASE FUCK ME with your big cock, I think about you all the time fucking me. I lust after you across the room at company parties and I wonder how big your cock is.”

I slowly push the dildo up against her pussy lips, she lets out a moan but I still don’t go in, instead I hold it there.

“Are you sure this is what you want? Maybe I’ll let your husband take over from here.”

“No, no, no….please I’ll do anything you want.”

“If I call you at lunch will you come over so I can fuck you in my car?”

“Yes!”

“What if you were in the middle of dinner with your husband and I called? Would you run right over to get my cock in your mouth?”

“Yes, immediately. You call, I’ll jump and head over.”

I slide the dildo into Kim’s soaking pussy, it goes in like a perfect well lubed piece of equipment, as if they were a perfect match.

Kim is screaming Ron’s name, telling him to start fucking her hard. She seems like a woman possessed as she is trying to hump the dildo to make it fuck her harder.

I grab her throat with my free hand and whisper in her ear. “Is this what you want slut? My hard cock fucking your pussy?”

“God yes, don’t stop, fuck me please.”

I start rapidly thrusting the dildo in and out while keeping a firm grip on her neck. She is really liking this dominant exchange between her and imaginary “Ron”. Ron is becoming my alter ego as this is not something I’ve ever done with Kim. I’ve never talked dirty to her, made her beg for my dick and definitely not choke her during sex. But it’s clear that Kim is loving every second of it.

It doesn’t take long before Kim cries out, “I’m cumming!!!”

I slow down the pace and take my hand off her throat, I become gentle and more loving. This was the real me coming through now, I was admiring her, thinking about how much I loved her. I would do anything for her and seeing her so satisfied gave me satisfaction, I know that may sound strange to some people but I didn’t even need to cum to have this feeling.

I wanted to broach the “Ron” subject as that caught me off guard. Was she really interested in Ron? He’s so arrogant and she always told me what an ass he is. Even at parties he would say rude things to Kim like, “you’d look better if you lost some weight”, or “when you lose the weight dump this loser and give me a call”. I can’t imagine she would want to be with someone like that.

But a big part of me was afraid of her answer. I don’t think I could handle her having a thing for Ron much less actually let him fuck her. Maybe it’s because we had our company picnic last weekend and she had just seen him and it was one of the few times he didn’t give her a dig. I decided to leave it alone for now. If it comes up again in our love making then I will ask her.

The next day Kim was more affectionate than normal, giving me a morning kiss and asking me what I wanted for breakfast. It had been quite awhile since Kim cooked as I had taken over much of the cooking and cleaning duties. We had an enjoyable breakfast, talking like young loves again. I’m starting to think that this chastity cage really has revitalized our marriage. Sure it meant I couldn’t cum whenever I wanted but Kim had let me out of my cage on occasion and the orgasm was more intense than I can remember.

Few days later after work Kim came home horny as hell. She wraps her arms around me and starts passionately kissing me, she whispers in my ear softly,

“Does Terry want to play?”

Taken aback by her forwardness I stutter in my response.

“Uh…um….oh, most definitely,” I managed to get out.

She grabs my hand and leads me upstairs to our bedroom. She heads into the bathroom telling me she needs to freshen up so I take off my clothes and lay on the bed waiting for her to return.

I hear the door open and there’s my wife in a sexy lingerie outfit that I hadn’t seen before. She was wearing a pushup bra with matching panties and a garter belt hooked to stockings that was topped off by 5″ fuck me pumps.

My cock is doing what it can to break out of this cage just to get hard. I knew it was going to be a great night of sex and I was going to get another release of my cage. I couldn’t wait but my heart sank when I heard what came out of her mouth next.

“Ron’s coming over to fuck me tonight, how do I look?”

I had so many emotions running through my head. First I was horny as hell, but I was also hurting because this is the 2nd time she brought up Ron’s name. Then jealousy flooded my body followed by an intense arousal. I was hurt and turned on at the same time, my emotions were on steroids, the intensity of my feelings were 10 times as normal. I was having emotional overload, it was something I couldn’t handle or process so I just laid there with my eyes locked on Kim but my whole body was paralyzed.

“Well? Do you think he will like it?” Kim says, snapping me out of my frozen state.

“Who wouldn’t?” osmangazi escort I managed to get out.

This is the moment I need to ask about Ron, is this fantasy or real? Is she talking about role play or is he really coming over? I don’t know what to say or ask but I need answers.

“Oh, I’m so excited, can you go get our guest from the drawer?”

I got one of my answers, he’s not coming over and she wants to role play again. Sadly it will be assuming my alter ego of Ron but I can feel the sexual tension in my wife and I can’t disappoint her.

As I reach for the fake cock in Kim’s nightstand I yell out in my most manly dominant voice possible.

“My slut better be naked lying in bed waiting for me or someone is going to get a spanking.”

Kim practically orgasms right there as she squeals and hops into bed.

I aggressively grab Kim’s throat and hold the cock to her mouth.

“Tell me what you want slut?”

“I want your cock Ron…please!!!”

“You know this means you belong to me now, right? No more sex with that pencilneck husband of yours, got it?”

“Whatever you say….”

But to my total surprise Kim reaches down and unlocks my cock. She knows how to control me and manipulate me into doing what she wants. With my cock now rock hard I naturally go along with the role play and skip any thoughts of confronting her about using Ron’s name in our roleplay.

I take Ron’s cock and tease her pussy with it. I know she’s already wet but I want her to beg me for it.

“Maybe you don’t want my dick tonight? I could go visit one of my other sluts and they would be begging me to fuck them.” I say in my Ron voice.

“No baby, I need you!” She pleads.

Calling him “baby” was another jab as that was one of her pet names for me.

I slowly slide my fake cock into her, she lets out a moan and her eyes roll to the back of her head. It’s so arousing to see her so aroused. I hadn’t even touched my dick yet and it was already dripping pre-cum.

“That’s it Ron, fuck me like one of your sluts, I need your cock so bad.”

“Yes, don’t stop, I belong to you now, you can fuck me whenever or whereever you want.”

Kim’s eyes are still closed, she’s imaging it’s Ron fucking her and she’s not being shy about it. She leans it to really drive home the point that I’m not man enough for her.

“I’ve dreamt about your cock for so long, even while Terry fucks me I think of you. You are so strong, so manly that I need you to own this pussy. Yeah, fuck me without mercy and treat me like a whore that I am.”

Just then I had a mini ejaculation without even touching myself, Kim notices as she hears me moan and a devilish grin comes across her face.

“I bet my husband would even beg to suck your gorgeous cock.”

Where did that come from? Did she just suggest I would want to suck Ron’s cock?

Strangely my cock starts to harden even though it’s only been a couple minutes since I came. I decide to roll with it and say.

“Yeah, I see how he looks at me in the office, always seems to have his eyes on my junk. Maybe I’ll let him wrap those lips around my dick like the rest of you bitches.” I hear myself say and then I moan just thinking about submitting to him.

“That’s so hot, making him your sissy bitch.”

“I’d take him into my office and put him over my knee and spank his ass like the fag he is…and then make him suck my cock while thanking me for the privledge.”

I couldn’t take it any longer and started stroking my own cock while Kim grabs the dildo from my hand and feverishly pounds her pussy with it.

In unison we both start moaning and cumming at the same time. The orgasm was the most intense yet and I collapsed next to her in bed.

It got quiet, we both laid there for a minute and didn’t say a word. I felt guilt wash over me as I thought about what I said and did. Will Kim divorce me? Does she think I’m really a fag? Did she mean those things she said? I pondered my thoughts and what I should do next. Before I could figure out what to say Kim broke the silence.

“Did you really mean those things you said? Like about sucking Ron’s cock?”

“It was the heat of the moment rhetoric, I was so horny from not coming for so long that I didn’t know what I was saying, I was just going with it.”

“I think it was hot, would you ever do that in real life for me?”

“What? Suck another man’s dick? Absolutely not!”

Kim gave me the pouty face sticking her bottom lip out and looked at me with those big brown eyes and said,

“Not even for me?”

“Honey, this is fantasy, I don’t know what came over me but I love you and I love girls.”

“Oh I know but it’s hot that you want to surrender yourself to another man…like Ron.”

Fuck, I opened pandora’s box with my Ron comments and it’s gonna be impossible to reel that back in. My mind is scrambling for what to say…if I’m honest it was hot as hell to think about submitting to Ron. Before now I didn’t think about anything osmaniye escort to do with men, and even now I don’t consider myself gay despite what I did and said.

“That was definitely a hot role play,” I say in an effort to downplay it as just role play. But I don’t think Kim is buying it.

“Was the talk of wanting to see me get fucked by another man role play too?”

I think we both knew the answer but she wanted to hear me say it.

“It would be a turn on to see you getting fucked but….” I trailed off not knowing how to explain how I feel. “This may not make sense but to see you with an imaginary person is super hot but if it was with someone I knew that would be a deal breaker. And it would have to be purely about fucking, no acts of intimacy. But anything more personal it would feel like cheating and I don’t want to lose you.”

Kim seemed to understand despite my awkward explanation, she agreed that it would just be about the fucking, nothing more.

“Does that mean you are okay with me fucking another man?”

“Ummm….under the right conditions I guess I’m open to it.”

“What conditions?” She asked.

“Well, like I said, it can’t be someone we know, it has to be a stranger. No kissing, holding hands, flirting, that kind of stuff that you would normally do with someone you were in a relationship with.”

“I think I get it…should we go online to find someone?”

“I dont’ think I’m ready to take that next step yet. Sharing you with a real person still feels like cheating and I know I’ll get jealous. Let’s table it for now, okay?”

“Sure, but your dick is getting hard again so that tells me all I need to know,” She giggles.

I really didn’t want to discuss this any further and luckily she let it go and we fell asleep without uttering another word.

In the morning it felt weird not to have the cage on my dick, we fell asleep last night and she never bothered to put it back on. In a twisted way I was missing it, actually longing for it. I needed Kim to have that control and I knew if I was left alone I would masturbate. I debated whether to bring it up as I got out of bed and jumped into the shower. When I returned Kim was there holding the cage waving me over to her alongside the bed. We didn’t say anything, she simply put the cage back on and I stood there to accept it as being perfectly normal. I had proven that I could get it up by now, and I even orgasmed twice last night which I hadn’t done in years. But deep down I knew I wanted Kim to control my orgasms so there was no argument from me.

24 hours later we were right back at it, Kim came home in the mood again and decided to pick up where we left off.

Kim grabs the dildo from my hand and brings it up to my face. She holds it an inch from my lips and sways it back and forth.

“I think he secretly wants to suck your cock, I see the way he looks at it. Honey, come here and get Ron ready for me.”

“Yeah, I see him stare at my cock at work all the time, he definitely wants to suck on it like a bitch.” Kim says while now impersonating Ron.

“Terry, don’t keep Ron waiting, get down there and prepare his cock for me.”

“You want this don’t you? You need this? A big cock in your mouth like a sissy, right? Beg for it?” Kim teases me in her lame attempt at a man’s voice.

My head was spinning as this was taking a different turn that I didn’t expect. But I was horny and she was right, for some reason I wanted to wrap my lips around this dick. I never thought that way before but right there I knew that’s what I wanted to do, suck his cock.

I lean forward a bit to put the dildo in my mouth but Kim pulls back slightly in an effort to tease me more.

“I didn’t hear you ask nicely to suck my cock, be a good boy….or should I say, a good girl and ask for permission to suck this beautiful cock.”

I lock eyes with her, I’m at a crossroads, if I follow through on this I’m certain to lose the respect of my wife. She will think less of me and I’m not sure I could face her. But my other head was doing the thinking and it was screaming at me to ask, no beg for permission to suck it. At the moment, Kim leaned forward and unlocked my cage and of course my dick sprang at attention.

“Please Ron, I need to suck that beautiful cock,” I pleaded.

“What will you do if I let you?” My wife Kim asks in her Ron voice.

“Whatever you say I will do, I’m at your disposal.”

“Remember this moment, when I give you the okay you will now be my bitch and I will control you from now on. Is that what you want?” Ron asks.

“Yes sir, I’ll be your cock bitch from now on,” as my dick is about to explode and I haven’t even touched it yet.

Just then Kim forces the dick, well not exactly forces as I opened up wide to take in this cock. She roughly shoves it in and out of my mouth like I’m some sort of cheap whore who doesn’t deserve to be treated like a person, just a receptacle for his pleasure.

“That’s it faggot, take my man’s cock in your mouth. I knew you weren’t a real man the moment you let me lock you up. You are just a fag for real men, aren’t you? Kim says in a dirty antagonistic manner.

I couldn’t respond as my mouth was being manhandled by this dildo and all I could do was slobber on this cock and try to breathe.