How I lost my virginity to an older man, Pt. 4

How I lost my virginity to an older man, Pt. 4Late the next afternoon I was walking home, thinking about what happened the day before, when he drove up and pulled over next to me. He opened the window and called me over.He said, “I’m really sorry about what happened, Terry. Are you okay?”“Yeah, i’m okay.” i couldn’t look at him.“Good, I’m glad. Why did you take canlı bahis off like that? I didn’t mean to scare you away.”i was feeling very embarrassed. i was confused and ashamed. i quietly said, “i don’t understand what happened. i never did anything like that before.”“Look at me,” he said. i looked at him and looked away. “Terry, look at me.”i looked bahis siteleri over at him and he said, “Listen, I didn’t know it was your first time. If I knew, if you said something, I would have stopped. By the way you were reacting to me I thought it was okay with you. To be honest, I didn’t mean lose control of myself like that. It happened so fast I couldn’t güvenilir bahis help it. I’m really sorry. It won’t happen again, I promise. I really like you, Terry, and I hope we can still be friends. Can you forgive me? Please?”i did want to talk to someone about it. He did seem really sincere so i said, “Okay.”“Good, that’s good. If you want to, why don’t you come over and we can talk. Maybe I can answer some of your questions and help you understand your confusion.” Then he said, smiling, “Besides, who’s going to cut my lawn?”i got in the car and we headed to his house.