Diary

DiaryThe first time I ever did anything sexual was at the ripe old age of 19. Yeah, I know, too late for these times. But anyway, I don’t regret it. I had been to a porno movie theatre with some of my friends before, and I had liked porn so much, I promised myself to go there by myself some time soon. When I came into the theater by myself , I noticed an older man looking avcılar escort at me. He was taller than me. I was kind of shy back then. And even though, I knew I was gay, I had never had any sexual contact with anybody, man or woman, I thought I had to be feminine to get a man, and I hated that possibility. I really felt like an outcast.On this occasion, this man approached beylikdüzü escort me and touched my penis over my pants. I felt afraid and backed off. Later on, as I was leaving the theatre. He followed me out and apologized for coming on so strong. He invited me to his place and I accepted. I felt very attracted to him, because he was so manly. He lived alone.It turned out esenyurt escort he was 35 years old, very masculine and hairy. On that occasion he only sucked my penis until I came. He was very sweet and not at all demanding. Eventually we often did 69’s and we also fucked each other off. Sadly, Our partnership lasted only 6 months. He died because of an accident. I figure we would have become a couple, because we never ever fought. We were always hot for each other, and we often stayed together watching movies on TV and preparing excellent dinners. He was a great cook. I still miss him.