The First Time I Questioned My Sexuality

The First Time I Questioned My SexualityNow this story is entirely true. I’ve changed two very small details just so it doesn’t get deleted by the mods :).When I was younger I used to spend a lot of time at my cousin’s house. He and I were very close in age and he almost always had a friend named Will from his school over. When I was younger I was relatively shy and introverted so I didn’t spend much time in a sexual situation with either sex and I never really put much emphasis on it. While I was staying at his house one summer his friend was also staying for an extended period of time due to a divorce with his parents. I remember that we’d always have a lot of fun together and eventually we started being very open around the house between each other. I would often times catch a glance at him walking to our shared room without clothes on after a shower and let me tell you ladies and gentlemen… I’m a bit of a grower, but he was definitely a shower.His cock flaccid must have been nearly 6-7″ long. Mine on the other hand in the same condition was more like 3″. ığdır rus escort He was also much thicker than I was and uncut. Something I’d never seen before. It’s not like I was actively trying to catch glances or anything… my eyes just always seemed to be turned that way when he got out of the shower.One night we were in bed (same bed. It was actually a futon that my Aunt and Uncle had setup in the den). I lived in Southern California and my cousin lived about an hour and a bit South of San Diego, right near the Mexican border on a plot of land. It was ungodly hot that night. There was no breeze and it had to be nearly 100°. All I remember at first was being woken up by movement. As my mind slowly pulled itself into focus I realized it was Will next to me… and he was jacdking off under his blankets while staring at the ceiling. All of a sudden I saw his hand duck out from underneath his blanket and snake it’s way beneath mine. Gingerly he grabbed my hand and lifted it, carrying it underneath his blanket. I didn’t ığdır rus escort bayan say a word and pretended to be asleep. In one of my more brilliant moments I even tried to pretend like I was snoring. I’m sure it sounded ridiculous.Suddenly I felt it. He was wrapping my hand around his cock. It wasn’t warm, it was HOT. It felt like he was putting my hand on a furnace. He wrapped his hand around mine and started pumping our fists up and down his cock. There was no lube, but suddenly there was so much precum… and it was just as hot, if not hotter than his cock. My hand started to glide more easily up and down hias shaft while his breathing got more and more ragged.He started to furiously pump our fists over his length as his hips came up to meet our joined hands. Mine not being able to even fully wrap around the thickness of his cock and then it happened. He groaned and I felt the cum rolling over my hand and knuckles as he held my hand in place over the base of his cock.At that moment it was over I thought. He took rus escort ığdır my hand and brought it back over towards me, but instead of putting it back where he found it in the first place, he put my cum soaked hand into my boxers and placed it on top of my rock hard cock. The next thing he did shocked me.He took his own cum covered hand and carefully rubbed a agenerous amount of his cum directly on top of my lips and directly underneath my nose. And as he rolled over on his side to face me he whispered just low enough for me to hear “I know you’re awake. You wouldn’t be so hard if you weren’t. I’m spent, but I’m going to stay up as long as I can to watch you pretend to be asleep while you breathe in the smell of my cum.”He must have stayed awake for nearly an hour. As his cum would dry he’d do his best to find some more to replace it with. The smell of his cum was so intoxicating… it was all I could think of. All I could focus on. Well that and the small droplets that would slip between my pursed lips. It was so thick and musky. I thought to myself this is what a real man’s cum tastes and smells like. It’s so much thicker and stronger smelling than mine. Am I a real man?Eventually he dozed off and I wiped my face off with the blanket. I still remember this like itm was yesterday…This isn’t the only encounter I had with Will. If you guys like this let me know :).